Doubting myself is the biggest downfall I possess. Maybe sometimes I just had to fake it until I actually make it.
Everyone feels horrible at some points in their lives. It doesn't make them emotional or overly dramatic, it just makes them normal. Yes, horrible is the word. Horrible, miserable, frustrated, awful, and terrible. What do you do when you feel that way EVERYDAY of your life? It never seems to end.
Should I quit? run away? Withstand the pain? Continue knowing it makes me miserable every single day????
I have no idea. Maybe I should just embrace the chaos in my life because something good may come out of it. Or maybe waiting isn't the answer, Maybe I should just leave... Be free.... and maybe I will find my answer.
Searching for light at the end of my unending tunnel.
